When I was kid, I always think about what I want to be in the future. I can say that sometimes I dream too much. It's not like 'dream while you sleep', it's like fantasizing about what you want. It can be everything you want. Some people always nagging on how they regret themselves by being a grown up just because they're facing problems and issues that they never thought it would be to be in that particular age. Things that they forgot is, responsibility. It's strenuous, I can't never deny that. But this is life, you'll embrace it no matter what so love it and you'll got no worries about it.
Yeah, let's continue about dream. Even tho I'm just 16, by this age, I really grateful about how much I rely on having big dreams when I was little. It's really worth my time. You can just dream to have a big house, better life, various of skills, fancy cars, or anything. Yes, although you have nothing by this moment and you're not that 'somebody' who was born and settled in a house look like palace and a family who'll feed you till your 7th generations. You still can achieve your dream, trust me. But thing is, you must make a move. It will drag you no where unless if you do something to make it happen. Have you ever heard of "DREAMS DO COME TRUE" ? Did you ever felt those heartburning feeling inside of you whenever someone fulfills their 'impossible-to-be-done' dreams while you still about to take your fluffy pillows and start dreaming? You can be one too. Well I can kindly say that that Dreams Do Come True, it's happening to me! I am so happy and feelin' blessed. Do you know how strong I've tried just to achieve it with those narrow-minded people surround me? They'll keep on babbling you that you're wasting your time and you really need to stop it now. I tell you, don't listen to them. You are what you are, not them. If you succeed all they can do is speechless and realize how idiotic they have been all this while. On that moment, you're a champion.
I always hook to myself how bad I wanna go abroad and travelling the world. And I'll keep saying to myself that I can do it no matter what. It's just I need time to hold it and prove them that they were wrong. I can say that I'm kind of determined person. With determination, nothing is possible. I really don't mind if I'll travel on my own, by myself. Yeah never, because I'm old enough I can take a good care of myself, only me. That's why I always trust myself more than any other because at least, if I failed I don't trouble anybody. It's just me and myself, I can back up again and try again and do better. I am super excited now. It's coming to another few days and.............. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! I am nobody, I did it with me and my big dreams inside. I hope everything will be going smooth and pray for me. I will come back in this blog when I already 'there' and maybe if I don't want to be such a secretive person (that's so me) soon, yeah I will post an entry on it :)
Dreaming doesn't require you any entrance fee to get into its dreamland. It's just on you, whether you want to get in and grab your dream or maintain at the same quo. Sweetheart, lemme tell you, give yourself a chance to attest the world that you're not a loser, you can do whatever you want starting from a small dream. Go and have a dream, because it's absolutely free.
Happy me,
Amyra.
