Do you feel lucky to be the first one who has found out about others' secrets? Do you love the way you make a fool of yourself while dig for it? Do you feel fulfilled enough when you have done very well on make a shame of people by their disgracing secrets or mistakes? Do you? I know you don't. But if your answer is "YES. I feel happy enough when I did all of that things." please... take your time to recap thing you have done and think just for minutes "Do I love what I am doing? Do it gives me something good for my future or even in Jannah then?" Take your precious time. I'm sorry for bugging. But I kinda couldn't accept it when it strikes me. I am gonna say to my beloved children soon, "Let others hurt you, not you who hurts them. Good deed will be rewarded by gold." So, till here my babblement expressing my not satisfied inward voice. Till we meet again ;- )